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[02 Dec 2005|06:06pm]
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fault its your fault



Its all all all all all all your fault
I wish you would just
Go away forever
can't hurt me

[10 Nov 2005|04:46pm]
I seriously hate myself right now.
But I stopped cutting (thank you Gaby and Molly...)
That's good, except now I can't stop crying...
Which I did all during History, PE, and English.
Terrible day.

Loving you
Like I never have before
And needing you
Just to open up that door
And begging you
Might somehow turn the tides
And tell me to
I’ve gotta get his off my mind

I never thought I’d be speaking these words,
I never thought I’d need to say
Another day alone is more than I can take


Won’t you save me?
Savin’s what I need
I just want to be
By your side
Won’t you save me?
I don’t wanna be
Just drifting through this sea
Of life

Won't you listen please?
Baby, don’t walk out that door
I’m on my knees
You’re all I’m living for

I never thought I’d be speaking these words,
Never thought I’d find a way
Another day alone is more than I can take

Won’t you save me?
Savin’s is what I need
I just want to be
By your side
Won’t you save me?
I don’t wanna be
Just drifting through this sea
Of life

Suddenly the sky is falling
Could it be it’s too late for me?
And if I never said I’m sorry
Well I’m wrong, yes I’m wrong
Baby now you hear my spirit calling
Wondering if she’s longing for me?
And then I know
That I can’t live without her

Won’t you save me?
Savin’s what I need
I just want to be
By your side
Won’t you save me?
I don’t wanna be
Just drifting through this sea
Of life

Won’t you save me?
Savin’s what I need
I just want to be
By your side
Won’t you save me
I don’t wanna be
Just drifting through this sea
Of life

Won’t you save me?
Won’t you save me?
Won’t you save me?
2 can't hurt me

[27 Oct 2005|09:39pm]

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can't hurt me

[27 Oct 2005|07:36pm]
EVERYBODY OMG
ERIN
IS
GETTING
A
HAPPY
JOURNAL



NO SAD THINGS
OR ANGRY THINGS
OR EMO THINGS
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
:)
SO U GUYS HAFTA COMMENT ON IT
BUT
WAIT A MINUTE THOUGH
I HAVENT MADE IT YET
IM OGING TO
IN 5 MINUTES
YEAH
OK
1 can't hurt me

[22 Oct 2005|11:02am]
[ mood | suicidal ]

...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

When we first met, it seemed so right
Me and you
We had it all, we had it made
What we had was true

But the years have passed, and we didn't last
The test of time
See you now and then, thought you were my friend
That was wrong this time


Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking


You've lost your sense of stability
Now that you're free
No memory of yesterday's
What you say to me

So you're so jaded but intoxicated
Is all you feel
And now I've learned that what we had
Was never real


Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking down
She's breaking down


The things you've done show you don't care
So I won't be there


Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
(Breaking down)
Breaking, breaking, she's breaking down
(Breaking down)
She's broken down
She's broken down
~Breaking Down


One, two, three
A tragedy that's built on destiny
It left you with everything but
Blood from the knife that I cut your heart out with
Now relax, close your eyes, what comes next is the surprise

This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room
If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing

I would let you

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Our tragedy
Seems to be killing everything it sees
Like death itself

This valentine still looms
In the darkest hour, the killing moon
If I could do it all again

I would let you

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Killing me would be too easy

Your eyes unwind the tragedy of our lives
My eyes went blind
Believe when I say

Hell burns bright
When this night dies

Hell burns bright

Kiss me
Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy

Killing me would be too easy

Too easy, too easy, too easy, too easy
~Kill Me, Kiss Me


Starin' at the broke street light,
Some of those lonely nights,
I didn't know if we would make it through.

Stayin' up 'til 5 AM,
Watchin' the sun come up again,
I'd do it all again if i could.

So if I call will you be there?
I miss the nights we used to share...

Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed us,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...

The only place that we could go,
Starin' at a world we didn't know,
Wondering if this was all we had.

40 ounce, intoxicated dreams,
All our faded memories,
That's what made us who we are today.

So if I call will you be there?
(If I call will you be there?)
I miss the nights we used to share...

Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed us,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...

All these nights,
Left alone,
Is what made us...

All these nights,
Left alone,
Is what made us...
What made us...

Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed us,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...

Up on the rooftop,
Listening to punk rock,
Nobody believed us,
This could be our one shot,
That was all we had...
The nights that we wasted,
Got us through the days that,
Seemed never ending,
Always in a haze but,
We just didn't care...
No, we just didn't care...
~Rooftops


Time goes by, I just try
To hold my head up high
People try to deny
Classify, or just hide

The feelings, what's inside
Broken hearts, and hard times
Don't let life break you down this time

I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy

Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain just too strong
To hold on
Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right

Tonight will be the night
You'll break free from this fight
Dont let life break you down this time

I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy

I die inside from all I feel
Does it have to be this way?
Memories of yesterday
When it all just slips away
I give up everything I had to keep you one more day
I know that it's not right
Why do we feel this way?
Why do I feel this way

I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
~Walking On Broken Glass



Did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
Did you give up when i was nowhere to be found?
Did you get tired of being left all alone?
Do you feel better now that you're on your own?
There's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...

Tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else.
And now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
When the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
Do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?
There's nothing without you.
The days once had are through.
I'm lost, broken, confused
But i won't give up on you ...
Tonight i'll lie here all alone
Wondering what our future holds.
And if my life should fall apart would you still care?
would you still care?
there's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused (lost, broken, confused) but ...
i won't give up on you (won't give up on you) [x2].
tonight.
~Lost, Broken, Confused




And finally, the greatest song in the universe: The suicide song. Yes.

Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning

I laugh when you are crying,
You say inside you're dying,
Because you gave up way too early,
Your fucking pain is so deserving...

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

(Until I met you)

I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
~Until I Met You
(That's exactly how I feel.)


Now I'm off to go contemplate suicide. See you later. Don't miss me when I'm gone.

7 can't hurt me

[14 Oct 2005|05:23pm]
everybody
paula and i are finally using our EL JAY


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can't hurt me

[12 Oct 2005|06:24pm]
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2 can't hurt me

[10 Oct 2005|07:01pm]
Ok. Here it is. The truth. And I don't care if you get even more mad at me, Ella. I don't.


Ink Stained Page: hey molly
Ink Stained Page: the world is evil
XO Mister Misery: yeah...
Ink Stained Page: yup
Ink Stained Page: i might have to have surgery
Ink Stained Page: ella hates me again
XO Mister Misery: what?????
XO Mister Misery: one at a time....
Ink Stained Page: ok my back got worse
Ink Stained Page: so they might have to fuse parts of my spine together
Ink Stained Page: and then
Ink Stained Page: ella hates me
XO Mister Misery: ohhh dear...im sorry erin.....i really am...and why does ella hate you???
Ink Stained Page: well you remember the fight we had?
Ink Stained Page: about how she always leaves me out?
XO Mister Misery: yea...
Ink Stained Page: and how everyone started ingnoring her?
Ink Stained Page: well
Ink Stained Page: i guess she blames me for it
Ink Stained Page: but she hates mr
Ink Stained Page: me*
Ink Stained Page: i know she does
XO Mister Misery: im so sorry...somebody hates me now too...
Ink Stained Page: yeah but
Ink Stained Page: i miss her
Ink Stained Page: A LOT
XO Mister Misery: im so sorry....
XO Mister Misery: tell her that
Ink Stained Page: LIKE MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE FUCKING WORLD
Ink Stained Page: i cant
Ink Stained Page: i dont know if she read this
Ink Stained Page: but
Ink Stained Page: the other day
Ink Stained Page: when she thought i was mad at her
Ink Stained Page: and i wasnt
Ink Stained Page: i tried to explain it to her
Ink Stained Page: she and paula are always together, and i get really jealous really easily
XO Mister Misery: i understand completely...
Ink Stained Page: yea
Ink Stained Page: so i was EXTREMELY JEALOUS
Ink Stained Page: and i imed her on yahoo
Ink Stained Page: saying
Ink Stained Page: "Ella, I'm not mad at you....
Ink Stained Page: I just wish....
Ink Stained Page: wou would care about me like that, too."
Ink Stained Page: you*
XO Mister Misery: of course....that's so understandable..what'd she say?
Ink Stained Page: she was away...
Ink Stained Page: and i still dont know if she read it or not
Ink Stained Page: but i mean
Ink Stained Page: that's the reason i get so upset
Ink Stained Page: because i'm fucking jealous
XO Mister Misery: i know how hard that is...erin, i am so sorry...things like that are horribnle to deal with .... i get jealous so easily... tell ella what you said to her on yahho again.
Ink Stained Page: this convo will probably be going on my lj anyways, so hopefull she'll read it then
XO Mister Misery: i hope so, too
Ink Stained Page: yea...
Ink Stained Page: because
Ink Stained Page: i like
Ink Stained Page: haven't stopped thinking about her
Ink Stained Page: and everything
Ink Stained Page: I guess
Ink Stained Page: i'm more angry at myself, than anything
Ink Stained Page: but what really sent me over the edge....
Ink Stained Page: was during barbershop,
Ink Stained Page: I went to hug her
Ink Stained Page: and she pushed me away
Ink Stained Page: and i just
Ink Stained Page: i dunno
XO Mister Misery: oh, god...im so sorry...
Ink Stained Page: urgh
Ink Stained Page: i miss her
Ink Stained Page: and last year
Ink Stained Page: when i didn't really care
Ink Stained Page: sorry, 6th grade*
Ink Stained Page: not last year
XO Mister Misery: im so sorrty
Ink Stained Page: ah not ur fault
Ink Stained Page: It's my fault, once again
Ink Stained Page: god
Ink Stained Page: i should just DIE
Ink Stained Page: or something
Ink Stained Page: then everyone would be happy
XO Mister Misery: ERIN
XO Mister Misery: ITS NOT YOUR FAULT
XO Mister Misery: and IF YOU DIED
XO Mister Misery: EVERYONE ESPECIALLY ME
XO Mister Misery: WOLD BE DEAD TOO
Ink Stained Page: not ELLA or PAULA or STEPHANIE or JAZ
Ink Stained Page: if i wasn't here
XO Mister Misery: yes, they care, they care, i promise you...
Ink Stained Page: they could click off as much as they wanted to and no one would be there to bother them about it
(she doesn't respond for about twenty minutes because it's true)
Ink Stained Page: i'm going insane again
Ink Stained Page: like i was over the summer
XO Mister Misery: ah..god...im so sorry....
Ink Stained Page: when ella and i were fighting
Ink Stained Page: argh!
XO Mister Misery: try to calm down about it
Ink Stained Page: she's like my fucking sanity
XO Mister Misery: i know somebody like that for me.



Enjoy. But don't bug me about it. I was kind of heat of the moment.
7 can't hurt me

[08 Oct 2005|06:11pm]
Im really really really really confused right now. And upset. And depressed.


When you spend 4 hours alone in the house by yourself...you start to remember.

Miracles happen, miracles happen
You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, miracles happen

I can't imagine living my life without you now
Not ever having you around
We found our way out
(On you I can depend)
Don't have to look back to realize how far we've come
There are a million reasons
I'm lookin up
I don't want this to end

Nothin'
Nothin' should ever bring you down
Knowing what goes around will come around

You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(Miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin' a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When you believe

There is no question we found the missing pieces
Our picture is complete
It's fallen into place
(It's fallen into place)
This is our moment, you and I are looking up
Someone is watching over us
Keeping me close
Closer to you everyday

Nowhere
Nowhere on earth I'd rather be
No one can take this away from you and me

You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(Miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin' a chace on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When you believe

When you believe
The soul is a shining light
When you believe
The heart has the will to fight
You can do anything, don't be afraid
We're gonna find our way

You showed me faith is not blind
I don't need wings to help me fly
Miracles happen, once in a while
When you believe
(Miracles happen)
You showed me dreams come to light
That takin' a chance on us was right
All things will come with a little time
When you believe
1 can't hurt me

[08 Oct 2005|09:46am]
FUCK BOARDING SCHOOL






NOTRE DAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 can't hurt me

[07 Oct 2005|05:50pm]
Ella, that was COMPLETELY NOT TRUE.

I can't even believe that you would go and blame Steph, Jazz, and Paula.

Because they actually try to include me. You don't even care. You keep everything from me.

You go clicking off wayyyyyyy more than they do. WAY MORE. And don't say it isn't true, because it is.
Pick your battles, Ella. But this one you aren't going to win.


Jazz, get online now. Same with you Steph. And Gaby.
Now.
4 can't hurt me

[06 Oct 2005|07:42pm]
This has been the worst fucking day of my life.

Got into a HUGE fight with Jack.



I FUCKING HATE HER
(only a couple people know who i'm reffering to)



Paula, Steph, I feel kind of guilty now. But kind of not. Because it was nice to be included for once. And we had more fun. Less drama.


Jazz, we should finish our discussion that we had earlier today.





And finally,

I'm not sure if it was her....I think it was more the people around her.




And Ella, what was that you said earlier to me today?
"I'm sorry, do you feel left out? Are we not including you?" (not in an 'i'm sorry' tone)

Thanks.
Fuck you.
2 can't hurt me

[30 Sep 2005|05:10pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm sad.
And angry.
And a bliion other emtions that relate to depressed.



"And how can the world want me to change,
They're the ones that stay the same.
They don't know me,
'Cause I'm not here..."

I'm not here.

2 can't hurt me

[28 Sep 2005|07:45pm]
I can't stand it anymore.
I hate everyone.
I hate everything.
I want the whole fucking world to piss off right now.
I HOPE I FUCKING DIE AND NEVER SEE ANY OF YOU AGAIN
ANNNNNNYYYY OF YOU
FUCK YOU ALL
ARGH GOD DAMMIT
I HOPE I DIE AND NEVER SEE ANY OF YOU AGAIN
5 can't hurt me

[27 Sep 2005|12:47am]
Dedicated to ELLA because she's sad. There are 2 songs.

You hold the answer deep within your own mind
Conciously, you've forgotten it
That's the way the human mind works
Whenever something is too unpleasent
Too shameful for us to entertain, we reject it
We erase it from our memory
But the imprint is always there.

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual shame we hid our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time

We're supposed to try and be real.
We feel alone when we're not together and that is real

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The liight that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot bear it all alone

You're not alone, honey
Never, never

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
Oh, get it all away
Oh, get it all away

But the imprint is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too...
~Understanding by Evanescence



Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up...now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep as the sea
But right now everything you want is wrong
And right now all your dreams are waking up
And right now I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom,
Where no one lives...

Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet in love's game
You would call; I'd call you back
And then I'd leave a message
On your answering machine

But right now everything is turning blue,
And right now the sun is trying to kill the moon,
And right now I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom,
Where no one lives...

Freedom
Run away tonight
Freedom, freedom
Run away
Run away tonight

We're made out of blood and rust
Looking for someone to trust
Without a fight
I think that you came too soon
You're the honey and the moon
That lights up my night


But right now everything you want is wrong,
And right now all your dreams are waking up,
And right now I wish that I could follow you
To the shores of freedom,
Where no one lives...

Freedom
Run away tonight
Freedom, freedom
Run away...
Run away tonight

We got too much time to kill
Like pigeons on my windowsill
We hang around

Ever since I've been with you
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down

But right now everything is turning blue
And right now the sun is trying to kill the moon
And right now I wish I could follow you
To the shores of freedom
Where no one lives...
~Honey and the Moon by Joseph Arthur

I luv u Ella.
Feel better.
2 can't hurt me

[25 Sep 2005|03:29pm]
This is dedicated to all you lonely people out there...

When you're standing on the edge of nowhere
There's only one way up
So your heart's got to go there
Through the darkest night
See the light shine bright
When hero's fall, in love or war
They live forever

This is a song - for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared I'll
Be by your side
And this is a song - for the lonely
When your dreams won't come true
Can you hear this prayer
'Coz someone's there for you

Well love don't need a reason
She can pick you up
Or leave you bleeding
I've seen a strong man cry
I know the reason why
We all forgive, we all forget
We just keep believing

This is a song - for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared I'll
Be by your side
And this is a song - for the lonely
When your dreams won't come true
Can you hear this prayer
'Coz someone's there for you

So let it find you
Wherever you may go
I'm right beside you
You don't have to look no more
You don't have to look no more, oh no

This is a song - for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared I'll
Be by your side
And this is a song - for the lonely
When your dreams won't come true
Can you hear this prayer
'Coz someone's there for you

It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright
It's gonna be alright

This is a song
A song for the lonely
And that's not you only
Through the darkest night
You're gonna see the light

Love don't need a reason
Just to leave you bleeding

Can you hear this prayer
Someone's there

This is a song - for the lonely
Can you hear me tonight
For the broken hearted, battle scared
I'll be by your side
And this is a song
for the lonely
~Song For The Lonely by Cher
can't hurt me

[25 Sep 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | roar ]

This egg hatches on October 1, 2005! Adopt one today!

I wonder what it's going to be?? ^.^

1 can't hurt me

[25 Sep 2005|12:43am]
Yes, yes, I know it's a gay Ryan Cabrera song. But the lyrics are pretty fitting to me right now.












Stephanie, I love you.
1 can't hurt me

[24 Sep 2005|05:48pm]
This is so cool. Thanks to Eli for getting me into this. (I made it! Take it! Uber cool :)))

Your Band by SlitMyThroat
Name:
Your band name isShades of Grey
Your cool lyrics are"Hit me with your best shot, if you're lucky I won't get up"
Your most sucessful song isCatch You Catch Me
Your album is calledDancing Without the Sun
Your sucess rate is: 72%
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Yay!!! =D

Notice it's not titled "Your Emo Band"
can't hurt me

[24 Sep 2005|02:55pm]
Puncture my heart with the pen you used to write to me with...
can't hurt me

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